shit, life is tough

i always say this to myself, if i dont get a job ASAP afta graduatin, i'll end up in the list of young bankcrupt people - losers of the century list. it's not easy to land a piloting job in malaysia, especially as a commercial pilot. just imagine this. i'm in batch 25 now and even those fcukin senior batch 15 are mostly jobless now. airlines are saturated with young faces holding commercial licence to fly as first officers, or for those who considered themselves babies in the aviation world, subsitute first officers with co pilots. and one more shit, there is .... ( still counting ) 5 known piloting schools and arrghh another on mushrooming in terengganu. why, why why why, why all of you guys hav to dream to be a pilot?? daydreamin je la. just let me alone be a pilot ahahahahahah.

so i need to think about plans, plans for post graduation, on what job should i be doin. errmmmmm. part time je. dah gyler ade licence mahal2 tp x jadi pilot.

1. join hot.fm or fly.fm cruisers:
nice la since i just love talkin, bein crazy, travel, and eat food day and night, i should apply for this job to isi masa lapang after graduation. its sooo unfair those with big big cables can easily get into an airline without filterings. arrgrhhhhhh. this is how farah fauzana got her job as a dj. who knows, romie pujaan ahahahaha.

2. night club singer:
they do earn lotsa prospect you know, singing don't pay cheap actually. with voice like me anyone will be dying to hire me as a singer ahahahahahah. at least i can support my parents, pay my study loan, and go for big fat seafood dinner every fortnight, whenever i feel like i've been disown by my family. ahahahahahah

3. join one in a million:
one of my senior is sooo freakin stupid he made a joke of him being a taxi driver after graduatin sbb skarang susah nak dpt keje. mampos kau. nanti jadi full time taxi driver baru tau. hari2 jemput aku pegi airpot. ahahahhaha why dont i join one in a million??? to realise my inner passion in singing??? and earn a million ringgit??

rm 1000000
-rm 250000 (study loan)
-rm 1500 (pendahuluan ptptn that i used to gain 5kg)
-rm 200000 (haji mama papa)
-rm i dunno ( viva elite)
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calculate urself
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wait, we are sick and tired livin in a recession, and dont even dream of someone to reward you a millionaire title just because u can sing gooood ahahaha.

4- be a model:
sorry please, im not handsome. though french and russian ancestory ahahaha